13 days into lupron – it seems like forever. We had to push back the start of stims due to my husbands trip. I’m on lupron for another week until my baseline next week. This round has been “easier” because it’s summer and I’m not working but I have more time to think. Thinking and fertility don’t mix well… I have to keep myself in check as I “plan” another pregnancy before I’m pregnant. Thinking about whether it’s a boy or girl, if I will buy a crib or if my kids will share a room or need separate rooms. Or I “plan” what/when the next cycle will happen before I know if it will be labeled success or failure. Thinking about how many more times will we do this to have another BFP….? I have to take a deep breath, say a quick prayer and trust in God.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways submit to him,
and he will make your paths straight. Proverbs 3:5-6