That tallies to 2 fresh cycles with a miscarriage and 1 success and two failed fet’s
I stupidly bought HPT from amazon (20 of them) to try and test for pregnancy. For my other cycles I always just tested the day of my beta. This time I tested 6dpt, 7dpt, 8dpt, 9dpt to no avail. I think it made it worse. I’d rather the one disappointment, rather than the 4 days of disappointment.
I am not as disappointed as I had been in previous cycles though. I went in telling myself it probably wouldn’t work. And of course I don’t have the nagging doubts this time of “Will I ever get pregnant? Will this ever work? Will I ever be a mother?” I still come home to my happy, smiley, giggly little ray of sunshine! My life is complete, of course there’s always room to add.
Well, anyway, Monday is my appointment with Dr. A and we are hopefully starting a fresh ivf cycle with the start of my cycle.